Everything is a process,
Everything takes time,
Rome wasn’t built in a day
There are only twenty four hours in the day
Whatever other shit people say doesn’t make me find motivation
I’m all over the place and still can’t feel motivated
What I do for myself is what drives me to be creative
My creativity is not born from happiness, and it’s my worst flaw
It means I draw on being unhappy to create, and in turn I dive deeper into that dark place
The strange result of diving into the darkness inside my mind is that I feel better
But feeling better and motivated are two different things
I want to find motivation but don’t know where it is
No one can provide it for me, so I have to find it myself
Fuck your words because they sure as fuck don’t help
If I explain what I’m feeling then it as an excuse to go ignore me and seek solice in someone else
Words kill
Actions motviate
Kill words and let actions speak
Obeeda Poetry 